cumate

I suppose one might consider it flattering to be hit on by both Asian guys and girls from the mainland, but...

I'm too tired to deal with their forwardness.

I hate my lab manager, in terms of both his personality and his work ethic. I don't understand why my boss can't see through his bullshit and laziness.

Why was I the only one criticized harshly during our one-on=one meeting regarding that individual development plan???

decisive

I had a meeting with my Dan this morning, going over some individual development plan that he wants to implement with the lab.

The thing is, I wrote down some things to explain why I could not achieve my top 10 goals in the year. I don't even know if it was my intention, but it came across as excuses, with me being resentful of everyone in lab, particularly my lab manager.

Dan says that we don't communicate with each other well, and maybe that is true to some extent, but what am I supposed to say without hurting anyone's feelings?

Hmm I'm feeling a little better.

I can't even remember what I was writing before lunch.

flushed

Dearest Nants,

I would like you to know that today, I have embraced the shame.

First at Austin Bergstrom International Airport, and then again at Phoenix Sky Harbor International Airport.

This has been the most shameful flights of my life.

Sincerely,

J

P.S. I forgot to mention that I embraced the shame in Waco as well, after drinking Pedialyte.