12.15.2009

woody guthrie

SO LONG ago since I last published.

Med schools are so contradictory when they reject you and then wish for your success in science in medicine. Yeah, like THAT can happen when you don't even let me get in.

Fuckers.

12.02.2009

hospitalist

Hmm, I was microwaving Chinese food!

My cousins' lives are so... simple.

Turn 18: start dating.

Graduate from high school: go to college, get a job.

Turn a certain age: get married. Have kids.

Why am I so resistant to this straightforward path?

I put myself through this roller coaster ride of an application process. Also, Janey is very UNHELPFUL in calming others' down/boosting morale.

Maybe it's just the idea of me wanting to move out of the small town in which I grew up, to reach for more. Although, when I went back, things were so... uncomplicated. Exhaustive, but pleasant.