1.23.2011

luxor

I've been on a chocolate binge in the past few minutes. These Lindt chocolates that my landlady's mother offered since she couldn't eat all of them. Too much sugar. I feel gross.

But not as gross as last night, when I drank too much.

Drinking too much for me = 1 shot of tequila + 1 mixed drink + sips of other people's drinks.

I got bored of my group, so I walked home. Took about 20 minutes. Along the way, I peed on someone's wall, tried to steal balloons off someone's front porch steps, stopped by lab, took tubes out of the pcr block, ate some cheese ravioli alfredo, and went home to sleep.

1.18.2011

mus hus

Last night I had a dream where I was inside the mouse facility, except I wasn't wearing any sterile protective clothing.

Need to stop thinking about lab, or reading science articles, before I go to bed.

1.17.2011

psychotropic

I had a dream last night about Clare. Drab was there too, except he was soundly sleeping for the most part.

Clare's back was facing me, so I moved around to have a look at him, and he was bawling. Whether they were tears of joy or sadness, I couldn't tell. Then, he came out to me, and said he had a boyfriend.

Yeah, that's about it.

I wonder if it's because I've kept in touch with those two out of practical usage- both being in close proximity. Although now Clare is over on the east coast, so I'm not sure why he appeared in the dream. Maybe Drab would have been the one coming out if Clare hadn't manifested in that scene.

The new stem cell building is nice. I like the feeling of standing on air, so I walk closely towards the railing on the walkways of the building. Nice rooftop garden as well. It must be terrifying for whomever has acrophobia.

Janey's smattering of emotion makes me feel as though I were an infant being smothered with a pillow.

What does it take to learn all there is to know about epilepsy? 2000 pages. PAINFUL. I suppose I should get started right away.