Never rely on your parents- they will ultimately disappoint you.
Never talk to your extended family- they will relay your future plans to your immediate family.
Betrayal, by my own parents. They still manage to bring drama into my life, after distancing myself away from them.
All my relatives are calling, wanting to see how I am, what I've been up to. There is nothing in me that wants to talk to anybody connected to my parents right now.
If I were to stem my inability to love others to a source, I would pinpoint it to my parents. If even your own parents can't provide unconditional love, what makes one think that they could find it elsewhere?
My household is devoid of love. Cheating, lying, stealing, yelling- all under one roof. No wonder I try to stay away from that mess whenever I can.
The search for financial independence is on again. My deadline is end of December. Hopefully I'll find anything by then.
10.31.2007
10.30.2007
earth shaking
Did anyone feel that just now?
Was that an earthquake?
Good thing my building didn't collapse. It would be embarrassing to be found wearing just a t-shirt and underwear.
Was that an earthquake?
Good thing my building didn't collapse. It would be embarrassing to be found wearing just a t-shirt and underwear.
genuine dill
Today is another GLORIOUS day! Cloudy days, ah.
Busting curves left and right. I celebrated by eating two burritos, a sandwich (COLBY JACK), chips, pickles, and soda. I also splurged at the supermarket. I had no idea Totino's were that popular with people besides me. I also bought a half-gallon of green tea ice cream, cinnamon roll flavored oatmeal, and kettle-cooked chips. MMM.
Confession: even though I scold Drab for his tumultuous thoughts of parenthood, I myself already have names. For kids that I will never have. They can fade away along with those names.
I have no idea why some band would name themselves Bump of Chicken. Are they referring to the hair follicles on a chicken after it's been plucked?
Recent obsession: advertising. I stole this lady's copy of the October issue of Vanity Fair, with the not so appealing Nicole Kidman baring all on the front cover. They stick 100 pages of brand name advertising before even listing the editorial staff.
Is this how winter's are going to be in SF? I suppose it's some change.
The only thing off today was a guest speaker in Devo who came to talk about infertility. It was a mix of hilarity/awkwardness/sexism.
Neuro problem sets. What a waste of time, especially when it's not applying my knowledge towards anything. I feel as though I'm just cropping slides out of lecture and pasting them onto my paper to be turned in.
My parents tire me. Definitely more inclined to leave this country just to avoid them
Busting curves left and right. I celebrated by eating two burritos, a sandwich (COLBY JACK), chips, pickles, and soda. I also splurged at the supermarket. I had no idea Totino's were that popular with people besides me. I also bought a half-gallon of green tea ice cream, cinnamon roll flavored oatmeal, and kettle-cooked chips. MMM.
Confession: even though I scold Drab for his tumultuous thoughts of parenthood, I myself already have names. For kids that I will never have. They can fade away along with those names.
I have no idea why some band would name themselves Bump of Chicken. Are they referring to the hair follicles on a chicken after it's been plucked?
Recent obsession: advertising. I stole this lady's copy of the October issue of Vanity Fair, with the not so appealing Nicole Kidman baring all on the front cover. They stick 100 pages of brand name advertising before even listing the editorial staff.
Is this how winter's are going to be in SF? I suppose it's some change.
The only thing off today was a guest speaker in Devo who came to talk about infertility. It was a mix of hilarity/awkwardness/sexism.
Neuro problem sets. What a waste of time, especially when it's not applying my knowledge towards anything. I feel as though I'm just cropping slides out of lecture and pasting them onto my paper to be turned in.
My parents tire me. Definitely more inclined to leave this country just to avoid them
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