addictive

my brother's ok from a distance. although he managed to bag himself a hot indian girlfriend.

i guess people might find out sooner or later. which explains why people finally start talking- outpour of emotion/information/secrets.

i finally met the tiffany at rice with the same last name as me. didn't know she was from canada. i'm ok with canada. i think they have some appendicitis or kidney clinic that has managed to reduce their death rates to where people seek them out for that operation. plus it costs less to get that specific surgery done from them.

i actually thought about buying white khakis the other day. but most of the ones i saw were see through, both at gap and at fcuk. my favorite articles of clothing would probably be the black british brand with the epullet(s), or any other european brand, since they suit my body type more. i found a nice jacket on the ground in the space that i wanted to park in at the apartment. it turned out it was a zara jacket. a woman's zara jacket. agh.

just might have to make my poster exceptional. blow people out of the water. crap, i should probably dry clean my dress shirts. haven't really dry cleaned them. ever. they're probably dirty.

to turn me on. that's why.

sas- terrible arrangement. to be honest, i only liked maus' dance. and for future reference, guys that jiggle should not be allowed to dance a sexy dance. jiggling makes it VERY unsexy.

always good seeing former cpop members around. think i saw 5 or so tonight.

maybe i will go shopping at neiman marcus sometime, just to see how ridiculous the prices of their clothing are.

ramen noodles cooked in boiling water, mixed with sauce, eaten. yeah, i might have to admit to food perjury. flat rice roodles just can't be instant like ramen. i noticed that drab still had that package in his room. i hope he throws it away or something. i got tired of my flat rice noodles a long time ago even though i ate them all.

oh janey, nants is up for a literature forum. in the 4 or less weeks that we have. any book recommendations? i'm reading complications, better, and how doctors think. want to try any of them?

the farthest i would probably ever go with a guy would be making out, and only if they were good at it. otherwise back off. no sex with guys. i shit out of that hole. putting anything up there would be disgusting. ew. girl- probably everything and anything, anywhere. but that'd probably only be when i'm ready. and right now? in no state to do anything to anyone.

seeing your guy friends shirtless- it just adds another dimension to things. although i'd prefer not to.

clarity- sophie marceau's sister. she was actually a lot of fun, and she has added me as the love of her life as well. i don't know why. okay. moving on.

the bell tolls for me. night.