god complex

new hit(s): [norfolk (US)]

what sucks most in school: open assignments. what kind of teacher gives you an open assignment?! what exactly are you supposed to present when the class covers so many topics?! fucking A.

binges- funyuns. spreadable cheese with wheat thins. hot cheetos. chocolate bunnies.

so much crap to do, even when i try to get ahead. which just means that i'll always be behind.

what do people like about pain? do some just crave it? and if so, is it because they enjoy the pain itself, or because they inflict pain upon themselves to realize that they enjoy it when the pain stops?

if there were an optimal figure for me, it could potentially be kai: tall for a girl, skinny but with meat on her bones, athletic to some degree, modest. saw her walking with eva in the quad. didn't feel like saying hi though. she could potentially be a good friend.

trouble in paradise- who do you turn to when you side with your significant other instead of your friends? your friends, who should know you better than your recent fling, try to give you advice, and you refuse to listen to what they say. you dismiss them and pick the "one" over them, straining the friendship. in retaliation, they get fed up with your behavior and discard you since you're not the same friend that they knew before you started the relationship. and now you have nobody but your beau/belle. sucker.

i ate the remainder of the loquats in my fridge. they got all black- i guess they react to cold like bananas, except a few were still sour.

say when.

more job postings at ucsf, ucla, new york. all over. where to go? i only want to go to cali to visit family. i don't know about living there for the rest of my life.

some lines in grey's anatomy are just too funny. i've watched the entire second season last night. i finished the first season today, and i'm starting the second season. again. except i just leave the tv running without actually watching. it's good background noise for when i do my bio homework.

rurs poster, 10 page bs paper for econ, draft for another econ. still haven't taken a shower. long hair is also getting bothersome, maybe a tie or headband would help.