5.12.2007

it feels alright

as i was looking through the list of graduates- no mark chen on there. what happened?!

freakin hot. that's what sums up my experience. and a lot of picters.

the venture capitalist's speech was much better than last year's. the mayor just espoused nonsense about public service and our duty/role to be actively involved in government-related jobs, blah blah blah. or at least that's what i got out of it.

when he said 4 loves, i was thinking, "oh, great." becoming a couple after one night walking around the stadium. i find that hardly likely. it was a nice speech, although i was feeling very bitter during a long segment of his spiel.

don't look at me like that. it gets me all hot and bothered.

my family went to galveston. i decided to stay behind. instead, i will be showering and staying out of the hot hot sun. as well as reading a good book. i'm done. i have plenty of time to catch up on everything.

except i forgot my cap at jones. gotta pick that up tonight. and my notebook from drab. or i could just get that from him in sf, but that requires contact. after graduation. ew. his brother is scrawnier than i would perceive a football kicker to be. and shorter.

i graduated. there was this nervous energy/feeling that i didn't fulfill the requirements, but i was on both lists, so i'm fine. i think.

i also need to get away from family. too hectic. everybody just likes to talk and ask questions, questions that i don't feel like answering for the time being. repetitive questions to which i have to repeat the answer- what a waste of breath. i want: to get trashed. i need: to get trashed.

so ready for love, so ready for life! WHEE OOH~

did i lose it? i hope i've still got it. i'll find out within the next year.

simplify. guess that's what i have to do. put things on hold and focus on one task at a time. med school may be more important than culinary school for now. i'll do that. but is there really anything wrong with thinking big? some people JUST want to go to med school or grad school. i want to/have to do things differently to change the current state of affairs. whining, complaining, debating, arguing, discussing. it's sharing information, yes. that may raise awareness of key issues, but it's not action. i'd prefer it if people who are concerned with such matters actually go out and do something about it.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Mark's still finishing some stuff up for his last class, and even though he'll be done in 2 weeks... Rice took him off the list. :( He wasn't walking anyway, but I think it's kind of anal to take him out of the program. It's sad.

Unknown said...

Plus his name's not really Mark- so it prob wouldn't say that anyway.