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having one of those existential hoo-ha's at 3 in the morning isn't conducive to studying, nor sleep.

if i ever want premed advice, i either turn to poorneel or janey. poorneel for words of encouragement, janey for physical aid, or at least janey's emails. i still have one of her emails in my trash (Mac) with some formulaic document expressing interest in a lab and such and such. so i begin my search for the perfect lab. perfect in the sense that i won't hate working in there.

i developed this sudden fascination for Drosophila. it'll probably go away soon. i took Dr. Caprette's microbiology lab, and when the agar plates with bacteria were left out in the air for too long, fruit flies invaded the lab. Dr. Caprette- lord of the flies. i still haven't read that book. i think they did a movie version of it, too, in the 1970s.

sudden memory- me meeting B-米 for the first time. i only picture president's drive, and us two waiting for someone's car to go to fufu. i remember that it was awkward for me. then again, most situations are very awkward for me, even though i may not express it. i'm a very awkward person who happens to fall into these traps leaving embarrassing and permanent scars on my record. there was naked guy in bed sophomore year, dwarfy's breast junior year, crazy katie junior year, wonchon junior year, can't think of any for senior year of the top of my head. oh wait, making out. HAH!

before college embarrassing moment: i remember leaving a party without my underwear. AGH!

those directions make no sense. timed airbart bus? coliseum station?! where the hell is that?!