karyon

took the midterm last night. unsatisfied. i also woke up late for class today. 100 minutes late, that is. i had this feeling he'd take attendance today, so i waited until class ended and people started leaving. i crept in through the back and saw people lining up at the front to sign the sheet. i went to my next class- boring as hell. they still do scantrons here.

oh china. first their pet foods, now fish imports. what more problems are going to come out of that country even before the olympics?

my books aren't coming in. maybe i should just finish the god delusion until then.

the beginning of goodnight goodnight sounds a little like 3 doors down's kryptonite.

psh, of course clare's gone. he's in new york now, and he better stay there. miss you?! the only missing was the bullet aimed for your head at the airport. it hit the dog leading the blind man instead.

i might be in the same boat as janey. not the one crossing the pacific. the self-loathing asian premed boat.

i kind of have a mustache. as much of a mustache as any asian can get. sarcasm, eh?

i was laying in bed last night just thinking about death again. counting down the days until you kick the bucket. with such a scarcity of time, would it be wise to be integrated into society, become a productive participant? my roommate asked me if i were a loner. i told him my threshold for loneliness is much, much higher than his. codependency issues, that boy. the longest he's been out of a relationship is 1.5 years. can you reach adulthood/"grow up" and finally develop your own identity/existence if you're in a relationship where you can essentially put aside your own issues to lie in the comfort of another person who will basically support you in a similar fashion to people that turn to religion when they find themselves lost/without answers/in despair?

start of the weekend. no more thinking. my lychees started molding in the fridge. i threw out the trash today. why my parents buy food for me even when they know i won't eat it is still a mystery to me.

yi jianlian- another asian in the nba?